Spring Fever

Its the first day of May. I have skipped the whole "spring fever" part of the year. i went from "winter depression" to "summer radiance." oh boy, do i wish i was back in Hawaii. I miss the sand, the sun, the cute beach houses, the gorgeous environment, just the overall peace and relaxation you felt when you were there. looking back at the time we spent in Hawaii, i don't realize all the "horrible" things that happened. all i see is tom getting down on one knee and proposing in our beach house, going down to the beach and watching the waves roll of the rocks, Going to the local carnival with Freddie, and racing down coconut avenue in Toms jaguar. i seemed to forget the drama of the love triangle between Cheyenne, Eric and Nikki. I forgot the car accident that was caused over Freddie, the arguments me and tom seemed to get into every other night, and the constant bickering between friends. Paradise can bring out the worst in people, i guess.
In those 7 months we spent in Hawaii, i never thought it would end. As summer starts to approach again, i wonder if we will ever go back?