If You Dont Like It...

{ Eric Brittingham }

I guess you could say i wasnt thrilled when i found out cheyenne had visited nikki in L.A when she was suppost to be in Nashville.

I gave her permission to leave the tour and take a flight home. instead, she took the flight to L.A. i know she was there for nikki. if not, why else would she need to be in L.A?

Cheyenne thought she could hide this from me. she must have forgot that i was paying for the plane ticket, so it showed up on my credit card bill.

I paced back and forth down the hallway. i was thinking of how i would bring this up to cheyenne. should i just go right into it and get it over with? or maybe lighten up the mood with a joke, then bring her down.

"Cheyenne, i need to talk to you." i said, trying to sound casual. she ignored me and continued talking on the phone. "maybe he didnt mean it. or- you know, i bet it was an accident!" i was half tempted to yank the phone cord from the wall. but i knew that would have been going to far. instead, i tried again "Cheyenne, i- " she interupted me by sticking her finger in the air "wait!" i fucking hate when she does that! its so rude! "cheyenne! i mean it! get off the fucking phone! now!" i said, with a little more force. if being polite wasnt working, i was going to have to show her who's boss! she rolled her eyes "kayla, i'll call you back later. eric is being rude." she hung up the phone. "what do you want?" "i need to talk to you." the way cheyenne was acting only made me more frustrated. she was acting like a bitch who needed an attitude adjustment, not to mention a fresh manicure. instead of agknowledging that what i had to say was serious, she looked at her nails. "i know you went to california." i told her. she didnt look up from her nails when she said "california?" like she didnt remember. "yes! you went to L.A to see nikki! i know what you did! dont try to lie about it!" she started getting defensive "you always jump to conclusions!" she yelled at me. "just because i was in L.A doesnt mean i was seeing nikki!" bullshit. "then what were you doing?!" she through her hands in the air "i dont need this." and with that, she got up from the couch and started walking towards the bedroom. i stopped her by grabbing her arm "cheyenne!" she looked at my hand wrapped around arm. "i dont have to tell you anything!" she yelled at me. "fuck- yes you do!" i yelled back. she pulled away from my grip "so what if i did see nikki?! what are you gonna do!?" i hadnt quite thought about that. as far as i knew, i was just going to confrount cheyenne about it. "so you did see nikki!" what was i gonna do? not like i could ground her. "why do you need to see him?!" "calm down, eric! he's just a friend now! he has a girlfriend!" a friend? who would want to be friends with nikki sixx? "thats bullshit!" she shook her head, disapointed that i didnt believe what she was saying. and with that, she walked into the room and slammed the door shut. that definatly didnt go how i expected it to.