Baby It's Cold Outside

Today was my first day to prove myself to tom that i could change. i need to return to the woman i use to be. a woman who dedicates herself to her husband, does whatever she needs to do to make him happy. the kind of woman who wouldnt dare bring up another man in a convorsation unless already brought up by her husband. i couldnt continue being the woman i had turned into, the woman who lies and cheats on her innocent husband and makes up ridiclouse excuses to why she had done so, or pick fights out of nothing but uter boredom. its been so long since i was the "perfect" partner. i didnt know where to begin. what would the old me do at 11:00 on a wendsday morning? i cant remember much from beyond the "night songs" tour. would i start making lunch? like good ol mrs. brady would do. woul di call cheyenne? to tell her about my day. woul di wake-up tom to keep me company? i peaked my head into the bedroom to see tom wrapped up in our comforter looking out the window. "tom?" he closed the blinds. "hmm?" "what in the world are you doing?" he lifted the comforter over his feet and walked towards the bed "its fuckin freezing! i was checking to see if it had snowed last night." he plopped down on the bed. "i have the thermostat on 75, it shouldnt be cold." i told him. "hmm." he tossed and turned until he got comfortable. "going back to bed?" i asked. "mmhmm" "right..." i took my head out of the doorway and shut the door. great! what would kayla do now?!